24th June

Signed

Oohh, he signed already
thought it would be kinda tricky
maybe im just thinking silly
but after what happened lately
you cant blame me for extra thinking

two more signings we are done
good to know you are almost gone
whatever happens there's no return
i hope you won't rot in your own world

Maybe i still care maybe i don't
hope time will makes you know
how much we've done to cover you
how much we've overlooked just to keep you
how your ego had actually killed you
how dissappointed we are to believe in you
how dissappointed we are to heard those from you

Tomolo will never die ?
maybe..
I hear first..
You never know..
god bless you..
good luck to you..

Antabax

Friday Nite :
2nd week of Badminton Competition. Be the referee for a match, and won the mix double match !! wuahahhaa..at first lost the first game, but won the 2 games later.. and of course there are the singles and doubles match winners and losers :) nice game guys !!

Saturday :
Had quick lunch at Secret Recipe, catch CARS at 1:20pm. CARS is abit like ROBOT, new experience and new concept. And although quite predictable, i like the ending very much. Finished the movie, went for Thai food fest. Nasi Mangga, TomYam, Otak-Otak and fried fried stuffs..great food ! shopped for stuffs for the BBQ later that night.

Went home, had a very short nap. Woke up late, but still in time to do fruit salad. Honestly, my first time..hahahahaha...took almost an hour to nicely cut a whole honey dew, 5 pears, 5 apples, 5 red jambus and soak grapes, but it turn out not too bad i guess..ahhahaha..

The funniest part is we were going to have a BBQ party without chicken !!!!coz everywhere is marinated chicken wings is out of stocks !! hahaha..but luckily drew got stock left from the previous night, so we still have chicken wings at least. Well, it was a nice session except it rain abit. Doesn't matter though.

The rest left after midnite except me and WS. While me and Drew have some not so legal stuffs. Laughed and stoned the night away....hahahaha..but still managed to go for nasi lemak and catch the match between Argentina and Mexico :p

Sunday :
Bulat, my mouth muscle so numb from the 4 hours sessions of craps lehh..hahahaha..okla..not too crap, not too serious stuffs either. Catch the match between England and Ecuador with friends later that night..so whats next ? DO WORK !!!! @$!#%$@!#%^@#$^%@$

hahahahahahahaha... :P

Tree

Bad things never last long,
because soon it will be long gone

Good things never last long,
else you wouldn't feel the chemistry
else you wouldn't feel the magic

Not pushing, not facing, not hiding
not dissappointed, not sad, not too happy

Dose of shootings, when i'm busy
Dose of shoutings, when i'm happy
Dose of smileys, when i'm needy

Life can be sucky and crappy
but i wouldn't want to change a lil thing like this

Monday Midnight Morning Blues

4hrs...1 hrs ; ...2 hours....15 mins ; and the war still not ended

sometimes to choose or not to choose is not really important
take everything as a lesson learnt .
Get numb to the lesson, might be good, might not be good.

Somehow,
voices that keeps me going
voices that makes me feel better
voices that unintentionally cracks me up
voices that makes me happy
voices of caring

somehow,
it wasn't that bad after all :)

I hate Monday !

Friday nite :
- very pissed off with KHF jor...
- had the best pork chop rice ever !
- won the group badminton competition, singles, against Thean..yea yeahh ! but its only the first round btw.
- had "fu" cha. No big deal la. And the usual "kampung" sessions after badminton.

Saturday :
- Went up for a job but was pushed to Monday. Should have went for Tokyo Drift with the gang. Damn
- 2 hours band practise at noon.
- chill the rest of the noon with Sutesh. Spent more than an hour carrying equipments, walking ups and downs.
- First performance with my band at Fete de la Musique @Bangsar Telawi Street. I don't think we played well, but it was our first anyway. And it was cool and fun ! hahahaha...
- thousands thanks to Picha for staying up and helping us take pictures ! chun man ! hahah
- Yumchar with Vee and Keong after the show. Practically dozing off..
- one of the most fun but damn tiring day

Sunday :
- Woke up an hour late for brunch. Well, bulat is late too..haha
- From just 3, end up 7 of us went up Flea Market @Mont Kiara together..hahaa..expected.
- met NTV7 crew , had some stupid fun, all of us won prizes..hahaha..wat the..
- took more than an hour to finish one round checking out all the stalls.
- bought a necklace pendant for 10 bucks..hahahahaa...nice nice
- kena forced to treat all of them mcD's sundae con..ishh..haha
- took quite some pictures with our hps. weird though..:p
- came back and took a short nap.
- last minute, decided to catch X-Men before it ended showing. Not too bad what the movie..
- got addicted to driving VIOS.
- just in time to watch the match between Brazil and Australia
- end result is 2 - 0. And i lost a movie ticket to WS...ish ishhhh...

Tomolo is Monday...i HATE ! ....!!!!!!

Fete de la Musique @Bangsar Telawi Street

Another gig coming up soon end of the month. Hehe..

17

Hanging out the whole day with 17 years old drummer boy does reminds you of your schooling days, what were you doing at his age, how were you thinking back then. The exams, the curfews, the parents, the tuitions, the SPMs, the weekly allowance, the excuses, the class teachers, the denda's and many more...i miss those carefree days..hahaha..not really carefree also..with all the exams ..hahahaha

Different excuses you get from a school boy
working people : got work laa..cannot..working overtime tonight ler..
schooling : cannot la, i got tuition. got homework to do tonight

working people : this month broke la..still waiting for end of the month gaji
schooling people: my mom didnt give me allowance today la, i only got few bucks with me.

working people : i damn hate my boss, forever giving me load of shits jobs
schooling people : my geography teacher gives me really damn alot of homework man !

working people : i only got 50 bucks left till end of this month
schooling people : i got 50 bucks to spend today, my dad gave this morning.

working people : i miss those schooling days man !
schooling people : i cant wait for holidays man !

Makes me feel old hanging out with him though. hahahaa... And sometimes we simply easily forgive him, knowing and understand as he is only 17yo, still fresh, still alot of rooms of improvement, still flexible, and most of all, always willing to take and learn.

I will give him another shot. But i dunno about the other party though. Hhmm...

The price of 3.10

..................

Thanks for the help, for the favour, for the calls, for the drop bys, for the tau fu fahs.. :)
yea..im still alive.



probably something that you will never get to keep...hahahahhaa..

Just Jam

I was late..thanks to the drummer..
I push open the bulky sound proof door
spacious, dim lights, awesome mood
We have 2 extra audience today
shit...what the..
Sutesh's bro and dad
who were to fetch him back after this

plug in adapters, plug in cable
tuning amplifiers, checking mics
getting myself ready
all the while trying not to look at the 2
pretend they weren't there

The atmosphere
so fucking silent and dim and chilly
a certain doubt on my head
will this be a better sessions

hat 1 hat 2 hat 3 hat4
Jam in the guitars and the drums !
Awesome feelings !
adrenaline rushing

still on the intro of guitars
thinking..
should i scream..or shouldnt i
will i freak both of them out
intro done verse in 2 secs
i close my eyes
catch the beat moment
catch my breath
legs on pedal for the clean
"watching down...imagine..."

I sang and i screamed
it was the best time of the night
upon seeing two of them nodding head to the beat
knowing we weren't running out tempo and tune

Bassist bitched drummer learned
guitarist got overwhelmed that his songs are finally so much better
counting down the days to come
he is ready for it anytime since 2 years ago

Scribbling

I forgot to take the lyric scrap. aiii...there goes 2 hours effort scribbling parts and parts....

insecure

What is this insecure feeling that everyone have ?

That what that you have done or tried to do will never be good enough, will never be impressive enough , or at worse, will never to be bothered enough to convince, to be recognise, or at least, to be remember.

That the past has taught you that, what a fucking great time of your life that you are having now might wouldn't last long. And you know you do try to cherish things, but you will still feel that you hadn't cherish it enough yet until it is over.

That you know a little too much of everything, you do not know where should you be standing. You become selfish.

That you will go around and play, making yourself believe in short terms, periods, but you know one day you will be going back to your roots, and to realise where is actually your real roots ?

that to witness what had happened or is happening to the people around you, you realised eventhough you pray hard enough, but who knows, it might still happen to you one day

that a harmless sentence from a friend can brings you down, pissed you off. They will never know what you've been through and how you tried to change things. In the same time, how a harmless word from you can bring someone down, stir things up.

that you are always asking for more, asking too much

insecure.

After a while, you feel numb
After a while, you can't be bothered yourself too much
After a while, you realised sometimes you are not being yourself enough

DRYE bullshits !

more D.R.Y.E bullshitsssss..ahhahaha

Picha :
Don't Roll Your Eggs
Don't Rape Your Eggs
Don't Ripe Your Eggs

Phoebe :
Don't Ram Your Eggs
Don't Rig Your Eggs
Don't Risk Your Ears
Don't Rape Your Ears

Don't Rasa Your Eggs !

Outside the Curve@ part II

This is like the 2nd time, the same gang, about the same time, also after ktv, snapping off pictures outside the Curve at 4:30am in the morning ! hahahahaa...

It was Fan Jean's birthday. Besides the usual fun, one highlight of the night is that me and Jak Jak singing off 4-5 indon songs in a row ! that was cool man ! hahahahaha...indon pun saya boleh !!! hahahahahaa...

Finally i did made the effort to come after the badminton with the gang. Else i would have miss out this fun :p


Take a normal group picture first. Whatever happens later, let it be whatever..haha.


this was Fan Jean's idea and i quite like it. hehe..


Freestyle yeaaa...


We spotted a trolley not far away...ABUSE !

I reached home at 6 the next morning.

Standing Wave

Jammed at this private studio, Standing Wave in Subang. Fucking much better than Jamstudio ! #%$@!#! will never wan to go Jamstudio anymore..duhhh

"What do you think ?
Where do you think i need to improve ?"

Was quite stunned when being asked this question. and was happy in the same time ! But was thinking who am i to judge it anyway.. luckily Taik was humble enough to answer it for me.. and i like that..haha..

No doubt he is GOOD. But just maybe came unprepared. And for the first time, someone said to me "hey, you got good vocals" ...ha...stoned ! maybe he was refering to the screamings..hahaha.

Looking forward to the next session in a week's time. I think something will eventually work out.


Alot asked...what is dryE ?
The name, dryE. I think it was 2 years back di la. Felt like my mind, ideas, enthusiasm, passion, everything dried out. So i just added an E behind..watever..i just like the name.hahaha..

Then later on, Jae Shen was kind enough to brainstorm some funny names from it..among one of it is my favourite though...

dryE - Don't Risk Your Eggs

ahahahahhaa...damn cool man ! maybe this is a much cooler explaination than the first one..but then it sounds like a punk band name abit. Well, if the other members felt akward, then maybe,

dryE - Don't Risk Your Ego

does it makes any senses ? i dunno. My english sucks...

Well..who knows, we might settle down with a different name though..see how things goes !

Road smile

i was about to step on my fuel pedal and drive. There was this one handicapped old man cycling across the road in front of me. He knows that i want to go straight and that he is blocking the road. He was trying to pass the road quickly. He was trying hard when he look over. I just look at him and smile....and he smiled back. And happily cycling off the road.

This is just a small scenario. I dunno what im trying to say here also..

I guess sometimes a smile can makes wonder. Guessed my simple makes him felt relieved. :)

No not enough

No time to change my expired driving license ...
No time to change my guitar strings ...
No time to fix my racquet strings ...
No time to buy my mic recorder ...
No time to write new riffs ...
Not enough time to sleep ...
Not enough to spend ...
No not enough ...